I think I've found my problem: I can't handle disappointments.
Surprisingly, I am dragged so deep into the situation, into that sentence that changed everything. I run the scene over and over again without getting out of the loop,
because I don't want to.
I'm stuck.
I know it well but I can't handle my feelings. I have been wandering in my state of mind the whole day and feeling weird.
There was a vacuum hole in my belly-- supposed to be the best description I could give.
There aren't any questions more left to be asked and I can find solutions in half an hour
but this feeling is really bugging me right now. I haven't realized how much I am expecting this. It's important to me.
And so, I am hurt.
I am sorry too.
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